You ever have those moments in life that sorta pass by... either whimpering or screaming... making you spend a great deal of the rest of your life wondering what happened? I've got a shitload of them.
There's those friends of mine who died in combat. I've lost sleep wondering if I could've mattered if I were there. Probably not. But I'll always wonder. Fucking sucks, yo.
There's this girl - we'll call her Sage. Something odd happened between us and she stopped talking to me. I'll never know why and that bothers me. I wonder about it from time to time, and I only knew her for a few days in my life. What can I say? I am idiot.
There's my two dogs, Jasper and Jax. Jax died of a snakebite and Jasper... well, he got depressed and disappeared one day. I wonder how much a hug could've made a difference. Kept him around. Fucking German Shepherds, I tell you. Wouldn't hurt so much if he wasn't so fucking loyal. Sweetheart, too. Barked tough, but a pushover.
Don't get me started on my cats. Galahad, Gawain, Guinevere, Isolde, Arthur, Tristan. Gah, even that stray I named Percival. Fuckers. I wish I hated animals sometimes.
I drove through Adelaide, Australia, last year. I should've fucking stayed there.